Well as you can see, this is my first blog. Today was actually quite boring. I woke up at 6, Autumn texted me saying there was no school & i went back to bed. I woke back up at 10ish and I heard my Dad getting out of the shower so I had to put my phone on silent, he doesn't like hearing my phone buzz every 4 seconds saying I have a new text. I ate breakfast & watched TV. My boyfriend & my best friend are grounded so I have nothing to do for another week. :/
Well thats pretty much all for now, be on later to tell you how the rest of my day went.
So I'm back & it's about 4 o'clock. This will be my last blog for the day probably. Unless I get really bored or something. Well I just went running for about an hour. I could just run and run without stopping for hours. I've realized that it calms me down so recently I've been doing so much running. I've actually realized a lot today since I haven't done anything but think today. My boyfriend & I have been together since October 8, 2007. Yea, long ass time. Now he's going to Bartlett next year cause he got in trouble & can't go to Holy Name with me. Ima flirt, but he's a bigger flirt which means, we probably won't work out in high school. Its kinda depressing cause he wants it to and so do I. I've also realized that my home life is getting worse and worse. If only you could understand. Well I have to go shower & straighten my hair cause I have a meeting tonight to go to Australia. I'm extactic for that! :] Might be back later, probably not.
Nevermind, I'm back to write another entry. My boyfriend has been fucking around with another girl. & I'm not sure what to do yet, he says he was just trying to prove to Steven that she was a hoe but I don't 100% buy that. But if I leave him, he's just gonna go to other girls and get with them to make me jealous & want him back. I still love him but not right now. Haha.
I don't know yet. He hurts me over & over again and i know he doesn't deserve me. I know it wasn't her fault whatsoever. I thought we were getting along so well this week & last week but no, you were just playing me no matter what you say. You were playing her too. She likes you & you took advantage of that. After this, I know we won't make it in high school. If you still want me, prove it cause as of now I don't want you.
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